Sunday, May 14, 2006 at 3:34 PM
hey. alrighty. today was quite happy though. my darling came to my house. woww. lol. den it was like. FUN again. but i studied la. im good ! (X haha. den wont go into details again. =X hahah. den sent him off at 7pm. and i was home at 8pm. LOL. we waited for taxi fo so fucking long. bloody taxis. all dunno gone where. I CANT WAIT TILL EXAMS ARE OVER MANS. i wanna watch M.I.III !!! really craving for it ! hehehe. den its like, i misssssssss my darling so muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! glad that im feeling better. although i still keep thinking about. i have this big pressure on top of me. but i gtta do something.. something. which i will not say. anyway, i really feel confused, lost and totally SHUT DOWN. yea, i guess so. its like so fucking shiat man. its like. so many things are shiat. SHIAT SHIAT SHIAT ! u know. shiat. i dunno why im saying all this man. sighs * i dun like to sigh you noe. you wont hear me sigh. although sometimes. i HATE sighing. becos i have the feeling of being tied down in my heart. the bloody fucking hook is still hooked there. not coming off. making the whole heart feeling so tied up. like i cant breathe. BLOCKED * FCUUUUKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS. ok, lets have another poem.
the wind, blowing across
blowing like forever
everywhere..
when will it stop blowing?
i wish that these wind will stop
stop blowing
but will it?
it is a real mystery for me..
its like those strong sun,
being blocked by clouds
and u cant see the sunshine anymore..
but the heavy raindrops
leaving a wet trail on yr face
making your day unpleasent..
but rain is fun..
its cold, and damp
maybe dats how i should feel
like the rain..
no sunshine, no pleasent days
wind bringing the coldness in
wind making you feel cold
wind freezing the day with the rain
thats all.
bye ppl. ADIOS ~